So why doesn't my life suck?

I'm not a perfect parent, but I get it right most of the time.

I pay taxes, and I don't mind.

I have a really good marriage.

I am not the most social person in the world, but I really value the friends I do have.

I believe in fairness and equality.

So in general, it doesn't suck.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Ugh...

Here I am, three weeks after my last post, and here is what I have to report:  I had ANOTHER period that started just 16 days after the last one.  I've only lost maybe a pound and a half in the past 3 weeks, and I'm desperately trying to deal with the frustration.  It isn't easy, but I'm managing.

I added in P90X to my workout routine, so I am building muscle as well.  I've also been reading the forums at Livestrong.com and I have decided that I think I actually need to eat a bit MORE than I have been.  Really maybe there is something to the idea that the body holds onto fat if you aren't replacing the calories you are burning--the whole starvation mode theory.  So I've decided to do my best to stay as close as humanly possible to the target calorie goals on the site--including eating my exercise calories. 

I also decided TODAY to start adding some dairy back in.  I plan to have at least one glass of skim milk a day and to add in some greek yogurt and not 100% avoid cheese, just 98%.  We'll see what happens...

Dang it, I'm not going to get frustrated. I am going to make this work!!!!

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